Sophie Turner speaks candidly about depression and her 'destructive' friendship with Maisie Williams
Game of Thrones star Sophie Turner has spoken at length about her struggles with depression, which began during her early years starring on the hit show.
Turner, now 23, was just 14 when she took on the role of Sansa Stark and said that she used to "think about suicide a lot" when she was younger, and she touched on her close friendship with co-star Maisie Williams, who was "going through the same thing". "
"I've suffered with my depression for five or six years now," she said on Dr Phil's podcast Phil in the Blanks. "The biggest challenge for me is getting out of bed and getting out of the house. Learning to love yourself is the biggest challenge. It's weird. I say I wasn't very depressed when I was younger, but I used to think about suicide a lot when I was younger. I don't know why though."
"I have a friend, Maisie who was on the show with me, she's just a year younger than me and we were growing up together," she added. "She was my best friend, and she was the only one I really told about everything. Maisie and I used to do it [stay inside] together. I think being friends with each other was quite destructive because we were going through the same thing.
"We would get home from set, go to a Tesco, a little supermarket, across the road and just buy food. We'd go back to our room and eat it in bed. We never socailised for a couple of years."
Sophie, who is on medication and in therapy, is engaged to singer Joe Jonas and said he has helped in being kinder to herself.
"I love myself now, or more than I used to," she said. "I'm now with someone that makes me realise, you know, that I do have some redeeming qualities, I suppose, and when someone tells you they love you every day, it makes you realise why that is, and I think it makes you love yourself a bit more."
When facing criticism in the past, she said she would "just believe" trolls who would call her names. "I would just believe it. 'I would say, 'Yeah, I am spotty. I am fat. I am a bad actress.' I would just believe it. I would get [the costume department] to tighten my corset a lot. I just got very, very self-conscious."
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