Liverpool midfielder Adam Lallana regrets the manner of his departure from Southampton but insists he never refused to play for the club in order to secure his exit.
The 26-year-old, who spent 12 years with Saints, became the subject of a protracted and high-profile transfer saga last summer with the Reds making three separate bids before they were successful.
In between those offers there was speculation Lallana (right) had tried to force Southampton's hand by issuing an ultimatum but the player denies that.
A deal for between £23million and £25million was finally agreed but the acrimonious manner of his departure still rankles with fans, who were not assuaged by a full page advert Lallana placed in the local newspaper offering his thanks.
He returns to St Mary's on Sunday where he expects to get a less-than-warm welcome.
"I'm not stupid enough to think the way I left didn't leave a sour taste in a few people's mouths," he said:
"I regret the way I left. I regret bits and pieces of how it happened and it got nasty.
"What is true is that when I knew of Liverpool's interest and that they had put a bid in, I did say to the club it would be my wish if they could negotiate a fee for me to move on."
"Not for one second did I say I wouldn't play for the club again. I'm man enough to say it was my choice and my decision for me to move on."