My beliefs are shattered
Sir -- It's 3am. I can't sleep. The woman I loved and kept warm for the last 50 years is dead and now lies in a cold box six feet underground.
It has taken me 79 years to realise the fact that, from the cradle, I have been brainwashed by an institution which I now know to be false.
My beliefs are shattered. I still pray but only because I have no other option.