Trying to 'enjoy' a smoke is just too difficult now
I AM a smoker. That's hard to admit these days – it's a bad habit, unattractive and frankly disgusting.
Despite my protestations that I'm only a 'social smoker', I sneak out of the office twice a day to have a quick one downstairs.
Therefore I am a 'fully fledged' smoker – obviously I enjoy it and yet I feel shamed.