Hollyoaks star Stephanie Davis: I was an empty, lost soul
The actress went to rehab for treatment for alcohol addiction.
Hollyoaks star Stephanie Davis has said she was an “empty, lost soul” while drinking but her life has “changed”.
The 25-year-old actress went to rehab for treatment for alcohol addiction.
She told Good Morning Britain: “I was young. I grew up (working) in TV. Maybe in my head, at the time, I thought I was missing being a young teenager so I was wanting to party.
“Now I know, because I’m an alcoholic, I just wanted to go out and drink.
“I knew something was wrong with me but couldn’t pinpoint what that was. I thought ‘I can’t be an alcoholic, that’s a homeless guy in a street’…
“I went through a really bad time. In the beginning it was a solution. I thought it was helping me. But it starts to take and take. In the end I was going to die. It was really sad.
“I did try to kill myself. The way I was drinking, I was either going to hit my head or my body couldn’t take any more … I was an empty, lost soul.”
Davis said she suddenly realised “I want to be me again” and “something switched in my head”.
“It was really hard. I have had to do a lot of work on myself. But I’m so thankful for it now … that journey was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. But my life has changed and I can help other people.”.
Davis is reprising her role as Sinead O’Connor on Hollyoaks, three years after being fired from the soap.
“I love playing her … It was weird, like I’ve never left, like I’ve never been away,” she said.
The actress became a mother to son Caben in January 2017 with her now ex-partner, Jeremy McConnell, whom she met in the Celebrity Big Brother house the previous year.
He was later handed a suspended sentence for assaulting her.