Kim Kardashian: 'Having two kids is hard'
U.S. reality star Kim Kardashian is struggling to adjust to life with two children, admitting it is harder than she thought.
The Keeping Up with the Kardashians star welcomed Saint, her son with husband Kanye West, in December (15), and she admits things aren't all cool at home now she has two kids to look after.
Kardashian recently opened up about the fact her daughter North hates it when mum breastfeeds Saint and the TV star now reveals she is struggling with dividing her time between the two.
"I'm up at 4 a.m., pumping and delirious, hiding in my daughter's closet because if she sees I snuck out of her bed, she will start to cry..." she writes on her website.
The 35-year-old explains her mother, Kris Jenner, told her it would be a challenge having more than one child, but she thought she was exaggerating.
"My mom would always say, about having kids: 'One is like one, and two are like twenty.' I never really understood that until now," she continues. "It seemed like every time Kanye and I would go out, we would see couples - or really anybody that had kids - and everyone would say, 'Wait until you have two.' Like it's the end of the world!
"I remember Kanye and I would be like, 'WTF (what the f**k) are they talking about? Will our lives be the same? Are we going to be OK?!' Of course, I expected it to be different but, wow, it really is so hard! When I had North, all I did was feed and sleep. This time around, I get no sleep."
Kardashian admits she is surprised she finds it harder to care for North than her infant son.
"Every waking second that I'm not with the baby, I'm with North," she adds. "I actually think the harder parts aren't with the newborn but with the toddler! I feel like I go into overdrive to give my daughter attention and make her feel loved.
"Kanye is super helpful, taking North out to dinners (just them!)."
And Kim admits her niece Penelope is also helping North cope with the fact she now has a baby brother to look after: "She also has a baby brother so she gives North the best advice," she adds. "I have the cutest video of P giving North a heart to heart about being a good big sister."